Sunday, December 19, 2004
im blogging now at.. hmm.. 11.58pm, 18 dec o4 =x. dear and i talked about everything under the sun moon last nite. sitting at the sea by the esplanade was the most memorable nite i've ever spent. no one has ever been so nice to me in my life - excluding my mum. i was almost dozing off in his cosy arms.. ooh.. so sweeetly and deeply in love. muahahaha.. after that he stayed over at muh place. and wtf! my mum's treatin' him so good. he got a new mattress, bird nest specially boiled by mum and served by me. i'm jealous, jealous...JEALOUS! hmmph. spent my day at 418 with doreen, xiao juan, etc. all of us were rotting since 2pm till 8.45pm. doreen brought her baby keith [muh godson] down n akina also brought her baby riona. soooo cute! keith had grown so much ever since the last time i saw him. big fat baby! muahaha. after that went to slack with that biatch - wendy. she's such a bitchy ass.. muahaha. luffing like nobody's business when she saw my forced-to-do-pig's-face. how lame of her.
thinking of dear.. i'm getting worried when he goes to US to further his studies nxt aug. it's gonna be hard for both of us, provided if we have the chance to last till then. 3 yrs. how am i gonna survive? not only that. i'm so afraid to imagine him loving another. i'm so afraid to let go. i'm so afraid to lose. let God decide.. i'm sure He has a way.
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